please don't

be mad at me because
you don't know me
as well as you wish you did.

is it really my fault?

maybe if you could make the smallest slice and open up
your big, fat, conservative christian ego
and allow your own sister to live in that world,
happily and accepted,
things would be different.

we are not the same people.
you do not know what is best for me.
how could you when you can't even come to know me?

i am sick of compartmentalizing my life and i won't do it for you anymore.
you need to realize that you can't "save" everyone because some
people see what "the light" really is.

oppression judging damnation
and discrimination.

it pains you that you think i'm going to die a sinner.
it pains me to know you are going to die before you ever live.