pros and cons

photoshoot today, not by you. panera, you pick two, all alone. caught in the rain, but not with you. reading your tumblr, on my phone. without you, sitting on my couch, watching bones

Its a bit concerning. I laughed today though, all alone. I can't figure out why. I was just sitting in my car, drenched in water, my legs bare and dripping, my hair leaving little beads of silver rolling down my arms and chest. I found it funny, but I can't figure out why. Maybe I just need to laugh and my body knew it.

I think I need to stop posting here. I'm starting to worry you will think to come here, and be overwhelmed.

Only when I am tired and alone, I can't stop thinking about it. The majority of the days go kind of alright.

Ps. Our show tomorrow is at the grange. You proposed to me there. Its going to be rough.

Pps. Zoey deschanel has a new show on fox this fall. It looks lovely. I want to show you the commercials for it. Maybe someday.

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