if you are always here

then why can't i just say all of these things to you?

you (11:18:26 PM): i love you

you (11:18:29 PM): forever

you (11:18:30 PM): and yes

you (11:18:34 PM): i read your blogs often

you(11:18:48 PM): but i feel like i understand you better that way

you(11:18:56 PM): i'm not going anywhere either

it seems silly.
i am sorry you have to use this to understand me better, but

I'll work on that.
promise :)