Monday, May 23, 2011

It's not like i am a fan of testing people, but i think part of me knew that if this were a test, you would fail.

When the break started, i was afraid you would go back to claire, i had that pit that signaled me. If you didn't want to see her, you wouldn't have seen her.

The night i found out, you didn't really apologize for a long time. before you apologized, you told me you would leave and never talk to me again.

You have decided to move on. I cannot. I do not want to. I want us to work so badly. If you did not want to move on, than you wouldn't have started so soon.

You're stronger than i am. I wish we could go back in time and start over. More so, i wish you wanted that as badly as i do.