and the minute those wings

begin to flutter for someone else,



mine begin to break.
i'm so stupid, to ever get my hopes up.

the little things that i have kept tucked away so safely to remember, sentenced to a box to be placed somewhere secret, so i may forget.

i don't have anyone to talk to anymore.

i don't have anywhere to be sad, except here. The flood is coming.

Can you imagine, if this show hadn't been canceled? Our lives would have been so different.

im boxing up our memories.

it seemed to help you.

it's tough, you know? i had previously arranged my room so everywhere i looked i was reminded of you. it's torture now.

honestly,

you're still in love with me. i know it will piss you off to read this, but if you weren't this wouldn't hurt.

maybe i just gotta get gone////

caring about how someone feels

is so much different than actually caring about them.


i spent so long trying to make sure you were not a pebble, you were not a pebble.

now i need to figure out how to make you one.

i noticed

That for some reason, that sounded spiteful.

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if your last tumblr post was about me

And what you wouldn't do for me right now, I'm afraid the answer is no longer "nothing". Double negatives can be confusing.

All I want to say is happy birthday and I love you.

And I'll be damned, but that sure as hell hasn't changed a bit.

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hit on me

And then hit on my ex girlfriend, that you know completely hold my heart. Real classy j, real classy.

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i still want this.

I really do.

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