i dont even know where to start

because i cant do this. say anything.i found my old phone today. i compared to very similar photos from a year ago and i look so sad. a week ago. i look so different now. tired. wornit wont make sense. out. lost. sad. i realized it is almost a year to you cheating on me.this time last year, i was so confident we were about to overcome everything. this time last year, maybe i was naive and stupid. i was foregoing art for love. i was wrapped in the arms of someone i was already losingm but have yet to stop loving. i was dating someone i thought i was going to marry, someone i was so secure with, through rocking and shaking foundation. i worried so much, but was so carefree. i was young and naive. but i was happy. we took each other for granted. we had these problems. but tonight is the first night that the three words in my head are no longer ni love hern. rather, the words emmulating simply state we didnt work. my phone wont even let this post come across coherently. i just need to get this out. we didnt work. we didnt work. we didnt work.