and the start of my life.
i have never felt so empowered by my own words.
Friday, August 28, 2009
it's time to smile and relax
this is the end of the war,
i have never felt so empowered by my own words.
i have never felt so empowered by my own words.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
hmmm.
i've been creepin' on your pictures.
yup. gotta get mah fix.
you would think i had it already.
i am back to the days where 24 hours is not enough.
neither is 29.
i could have gone for 32.
yup. gotta get mah fix.
you would think i had it already.
i am back to the days where 24 hours is not enough.
neither is 29.
i could have gone for 32.
Monday, August 24, 2009
i can't even stay upset
because basically it needed to be this way.
no more hiding.
except they didn't need to be dicks about it.
i'm free.no more hiding.
we're free.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
so we'll keep on keeping on
it's been so short but this week felt so long.
so we'll keep on keeping on,
until we're done.
I wrote those words after we had been a band for a week. I thought it would last. I thought we would amount to something. She shouldn't be singing those words. I'm sorry, she just shouldn't.
they changed the words, to wrong. i guess that's how they feel.
so we'll keep on keeping on,
until we're done.
I wrote those words after we had been a band for a week. I thought it would last. I thought we would amount to something. She shouldn't be singing those words. I'm sorry, she just shouldn't.
they changed the words, to wrong. i guess that's how they feel.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
losing teeth
i keep losing all o fmy teeth in my dreams.
slowly they fall out.
last night my mouth was too swollen to spit them out.
they hardly wiggle with my tongue, and then fall right out.
teeth falling out in dreams mirrors helplessness and anxiety in a real life situation.
i felt as if your flame sparked the tiniest bit. you wanted to kiss me. you kissed me. it was wonderful, it was glorious. i felt little lights ricocheting from my lips to yours.
i am hoping that's the way it is. i hope you were not only excited because you got your license. not to say that isn't exciting, you know i don't mean it like that. i am saying i hope that wasn't spilling over into your almost empty cup of us. maybe it did, maybe it played as a reminder. I also hope, you weren't forcing it.
I don't expect things to get fixed and back to perfection overnight. I hope you didn't take it that way when i said things were back to normal. I expect some things we will have to work on. I expect it may take a little time. I hope it will be fixed before you go to school though. If it isn't fixed one hundred percent, it doesn't matter. You won't be too far away.
slowly they fall out.
last night my mouth was too swollen to spit them out.
they hardly wiggle with my tongue, and then fall right out.
teeth falling out in dreams mirrors helplessness and anxiety in a real life situation.
i felt as if your flame sparked the tiniest bit. you wanted to kiss me. you kissed me. it was wonderful, it was glorious. i felt little lights ricocheting from my lips to yours.
i am hoping that's the way it is. i hope you were not only excited because you got your license. not to say that isn't exciting, you know i don't mean it like that. i am saying i hope that wasn't spilling over into your almost empty cup of us. maybe it did, maybe it played as a reminder. I also hope, you weren't forcing it.
I don't expect things to get fixed and back to perfection overnight. I hope you didn't take it that way when i said things were back to normal. I expect some things we will have to work on. I expect it may take a little time. I hope it will be fixed before you go to school though. If it isn't fixed one hundred percent, it doesn't matter. You won't be too far away.
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